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katherine_b ([personal profile] katherine_b) wrote2009-05-27 07:37 am

DW Fic - Friends or Strangers Part I Chapter 5

Title: Friends or Strangers 5/12
Author: [livejournal.com profile] katherine_b
Rating: PG
Characters: Donna and the Doctor (John Smith)
Disclaimer: If the Doctor and Donna were really mine, this story wouldn’t even need to exist!
Spoilers: Up to and including Planet of the Dead
Summary: Donna’s got a new friend…

Chapter IV

“So what soppy romantic comedy are we going to see this time?” John demands with a theatrical roll of his eyes.

Donna smirks and pats his arm in a would-be consoling manner. “Something a bit different this time,” she says. “That one.”

And she points to the poster they’re standing in front of. John turns to look at her, his eyebrows raised in obvious surprised.

“Really?”

“Why is that so surprising?”

“Well, I’d never picked you as a science-fiction fan, miss I-don’t-believe-in-aliens.”

“Hey, you’re the one who told me to be more curious,” she reminds him. “And what’s your objection to it anyway? I dare say there are plenty of gadgets you can ogle.”

“Plenty of guns, too,” he tells her. “I don’t like guns.”

“Oh, come on,” she begs, tugging him gently in the direction of the ticket window. “It’s only a movie! You know that anyone who gets shot gets up and goes home at the end of the day.”

“Not in real life, they don’t,” John retorts, but then, as she turns pleading eyes on him, “Oh, all right, if you must!”

“Thanks,” she says, reaching up to dot a kiss on his cheek, before leading him over to join the queue.

Although she knows it’s only a fictional story, Donna can’t help watching the film with all of the information she learned about the Doctor the previous night circling in her mind. She overlays the faces of the different Doctors on those of the actors and wonders how Earth would react if it faced similar threats.

And she wonders which side the Doctor would fight on.

“Hey, fingers!” John murmurs at one point. “I’ve only got ten and you can’t keep one as a souvenir.”

She relaxes her grasp on his hand with a somewhat embarrassed smile. “Sorry.”

“Maybe this will be better.” He releases his hand from her hold and slides his arm around her shoulders. “Okay?”

“Mmm hmm.” She rests her head against his shoulder. “Very nice.”

“Good.”

They sit like that for the rest of the movie, and Donna is often distracted from her thoughts by the action on the screen or, sometimes, by the sound of John’s heartbeat in her ear, so that she has no more time to think about the Doctor.

When the film ends, the stroll out into the darkness of the late evening.

“All fingers still present and accounted for?” Donna teases. “I haven’t pocketed any?”

John holds up his hand and wiggles his fingers at her. “They are indeed.”

He takes her hand as they head down the street and she smiles, giving his maltreated fingers a gentle squeeze.

“Was it really as bad as you thought it was going to be?”

“There are other ways of getting out of dangerous situations than shooting people.” He sighs ruefully, running his free hand through his hair. “Of course, it doesn’t make for such a good movie if you have to spend time talking, rather than taking the quick and easy way out.”

“I suppose I can’t blame you for not liking guns. I’m not that keen on them myself. Well, not unless they’re there for comedic value – filled with water or something like that.”

John chuckles. “Oh, they can have their uses, too. But tell me – what prompted you to want to see Star Trek of all things? I’ve never picked you as the type who’d watch that sort of film.”

She smiles. “Well, it’s your fault.”

“What? Mine?” He looks indignant. “How can it be?”

Donna chuckles. “Well, you were the one who told me I should be curious and try new things. And Gramps said much the same thing. So I did.”

“Well, I can hardly argue with the combined wisdom of myself and your grandfather, can I?” John jokes. “I do think it’s a sensible idea, though. You should always make up your own mind about things, rather than just let yourself get told what to think by other people.”

Donna arches an eyebrow as she turns to him. “You’re talking about my mother?”

“A bit, yes,” he agrees. “She does seem to find it difficult to be flexible in her way of thinking, or to accept that other people can think differently.”

“Considering you’re too afraid to go near her, I don’t know how you understand her that well,” Donna teases. “But actually I’ve been doing exactly what you’re suggesting.”

“I’m very glad to hear it!” he says enthusiastically. “What have you been researching then?”

“I’ve been looking into the adventures of someone who seems to be called ‘the Doctor’.” John stops walking so abruptly that she’s almost pulled over. When she looks up at his face, she’s surprised by the combination of emotions in his eyes. “Do you know the Doctor?” she can’t help asking.

There’s a pause. “I know him as well as anyone does,” comes the even reply.

“Well, I know what I’d do if I ever met him – run for the hills,” Donna declares, ignoring the hesitation. “I’d be absolutely terrified!”

John laughs. “You wouldn’t, you know,” he says. “You’ve got too much courage for that.”

“I would!” she insists. “I’m always frightened of dangerous people.”

John stops and looks down at her. “Why do you think he’s dangerous?” he asks faintly.

“I told you, I’ve been reading about him,” she says impatiently. “About how he destroys people’s lives! So many people have died when he’s around.”

“I suppose that sometimes happens,” John admits slowly.

“Thought so!”

“…but that’s never his intention,” he continues. “He tries to help people. He only ever wants to save them.”

“Oh, come off it!” Donna rolls her eyes, pulling her hand free from John’s less than gently. “People die around him! Loads of them! But you’re telling me that he’s a saint underneath?”

“He tries to be.”

“Hah!”

“He does!”

“Not according to what I’ve read.” Donna frowns. “Personally, I think it’s pretty strange how, whenever there’s something alien happening, he turns up.”

“He can travel in time, Donna. Of course he – hey, hold on!” He stops, turning to face her, his eyes narrowing. “You’re suggesting that he’s involved somehow!”

“Well, it’s all pretty suspicious, don’t you think?”

“No!” John’s eyes are icy and she can see the fury in his face. “Of course not!”

“I think there are a lot of people who would disagree with you.” Donna can feel her own temper rising. “Except most of them can’t because they’re dead!”

“I can promise you, Donna,” John says softly, but his face is grim, “the Doctor isn’t the cause of alien invasion. He’s not behind it. He defends the Earth – and has done for a lot longer than you can imagine.”

“Why would an alien be interested in defending our planet?” Donna demands. “It’s ridiculous! It doesn’t make sense!”

“He just likes it!” John retorts angrily. “He’s fond of Earth – and why shouldn’t he be? Most people here are lovely!”

“That’s meant for me, I suppose,” Donna snaps back. “Thanks a lot!”

“Of course not, Donna, don’t be so sensitive!” John rolls his eyes. “Not everything is about you, you know. I was talking about…”

“Oh, I know exactly what you were talking about!” Donna props her hands on her hips. “I suppose you think I’m too dumb to have worked all that out for myself? People are always saying that about me, but I never thought you’d be one of them, John Smith!”

“Donna.” John speaks quietly, calmly, but with such coldness in her voice that, if she wasn’t in the midst of a furious temper, she’d probably be terrified by it. As it is, she’s beyond noticing. “I’m not saying that at all, and you know it.”

“You’re just like my mother!” Donna exclaims, completely ignoring his interruption as she points an accusing finger at him. “And – and everyone else who’s ever said I wasn’t good enough! People who told me that all I was ever interested in was junk food and trashy magazines and I didn’t even have the brains to be able to point out Germany on a map!”

John flinches visibly at this comment, but Donna doesn’t pay any attention. Instead she returns to the original subject of their argument.

“Can you prove that the Doctor’s as good a person as you claim?”

“Can you prove that he isn’t?” John shoots back.

“Plenty of people think he’s not!” Donna waves her hands in a gesture of demonstration.

“Name one.”

“Mickey.” Donna watches with some satisfaction as John inhales a sharp breath. “I found a website he made and he hated the Doctor like anything. Thought he was responsible for every alien sighting out there. Blamed him for everything.”

“Mickey had reason to be unhappy with the Doctor,” John says slowly, his voice getting softer as hers increases in volume. “But he did change his mind.”

“And I suppose he’s dead, is he?” Donna demands. “Considering that website hadn’t been updated for a couple of years. He did die in the Battle of Canary Wharf?”

A look of extreme pain crosses John’s face.

“He could be by now, but he actually survived the war on Canary Wharf. Last I heard, he’d found a new job. That might be keeping him too busy to update the website you found.” John slides his hands into the pockets of his pants. “The Doctor’s not perfect by any measure, but he does try.”

“And I suppose I’ve just got to take your word for it?”

“It might be nice,” he says coldly.

“Yeah, well, you can bloody well keep hoping, mate,” she shouts, before turning on her heel and storming off.

* * *
Teaser for the next part

She doesn’t want to spend the day in her room, thinking about – regretting – what she did and said.

[identity profile] shining-moment.livejournal.com 2009-05-26 09:57 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, Donna...that temper!

[identity profile] katherine-b.livejournal.com 2009-05-26 10:18 pm (UTC)(link)
You know, I first read your comment as if you were remarking on her employment status as a temp. *is idiot*

[identity profile] shining-moment.livejournal.com 2009-05-26 10:34 pm (UTC)(link)
Hee, no!

[identity profile] loves-glamour.livejournal.com 2009-05-26 10:07 pm (UTC)(link)
oh noes! not liking the argument =( but it was a very good one =P

[identity profile] katherine-b.livejournal.com 2009-05-26 10:19 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm glad it worked as an argument. I hate confrontations, so this was a really hard scene for me to write.

[identity profile] time-converges.livejournal.com 2009-05-26 10:17 pm (UTC)(link)
Aw, I loved the cuddle at the movie, but not their disagreement. Poor John - but at least he knows the trouble she's getting into!

[identity profile] katherine-b.livejournal.com 2009-05-26 10:19 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes, he's certainly and unexpectedly had his eyes opened to what she's doing.
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[personal profile] juliet316 2009-05-26 10:25 pm (UTC)(link)
*sighs* And everything was going so well too.

[identity profile] katherine-b.livejournal.com 2009-05-26 10:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes. Yes, it was...

[identity profile] sonicgirl2005.livejournal.com 2009-05-26 10:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Well, hmph. I don't want to wait until tomorrow.

(That of course means that this was very good. Obviously.)

I love that they're so mate-y and hang out and that, no people, her brain hasn't exploded just from seeing him, although that's possible I suppose. Anyway, they're fantastic together, and even more so in this fic! But oh noes, Donna's getting snoopy, and she's made the poor Doctor mad. I'm surprised he didn't accidentally let something slip, bless his overactive mouth. Lol.

Anyway, was that a long enough comment? :p

In short, I love this. You know I'll be on tomorrow to get the next bit~! :D

[identity profile] katherine-b.livejournal.com 2009-05-26 10:46 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes, they've had a wonderful relationship, all friendly and sweet.

And then Donna had to go and ruin it, didn't she?

I imagine the Doctor was thinking about every single word before it came out of his mouth so that he didn't say the wrong thing. I'm considering writing one scene from John Smith's POV, just to get an idea of what he's thinking, as a deleted scene. This is a pretty strong candidate for that scene.

That was a lovely comment, thank you!

[identity profile] sonicgirl2005.livejournal.com 2009-05-26 10:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Do it, do it now!

(Well, not now, but you know what I mean. Actually I do mean now lol.)

[identity profile] katherine-b.livejournal.com 2009-05-26 10:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Ah, but there might be other scenes to come that deserve that treatment...

[identity profile] lemon-pencil.livejournal.com 2009-05-26 11:09 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh! I feel so sorry for the Doctor! She doesn't understand how much she's hurting him =( I got really involved with this when I was reading - sure sign it was v good!

[identity profile] katherine-b.livejournal.com 2009-05-26 11:25 pm (UTC)(link)
I know, she has absolutely no idea and it's awfully hard on him. And I'm delighted that you were so absorbed!

[identity profile] jpgr.livejournal.com 2009-05-26 11:30 pm (UTC)(link)
I can't believe it took me so long to find this fic again. I remember reading the prologue and kinda forgot after that. But I'm all caught up now and wait with bated breath for you to continue.

[identity profile] katherine-b.livejournal.com 2009-05-26 11:45 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm so glad you've come back to it! But might I suggest that breathing in the interim would probably be a good idea...

[identity profile] makeluvnotsense.livejournal.com 2009-05-27 12:10 am (UTC)(link)
No! Not an argument! And isn't Donna going to wonder how John knew so much about the Doctor? Questions must be answered!

[identity profile] katherine-b.livejournal.com 2009-05-27 12:45 am (UTC)(link)
And questions will be answered - just not yet...

[identity profile] makeluvnotsense.livejournal.com 2009-05-27 01:55 am (UTC)(link)
Damn RL and sleep getting in the way of updates, I suppose. Oh, well. Same time tomorrow will do :)

[identity profile] katherine-b.livejournal.com 2009-05-27 04:45 am (UTC)(link)
Hey, I can't spoil people with more than one update per day! Patience is a virtue...

[identity profile] grlgoddess.livejournal.com 2009-05-27 12:14 am (UTC)(link)
I just love this series, as well as your other stuff! I hope you don't mind if I friend you.

[identity profile] katherine-b.livejournal.com 2009-05-27 12:45 am (UTC)(link)
So glad you do. And the more the merrier!

[identity profile] fansquee.livejournal.com 2009-05-27 06:06 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, domestics... not good. Never good.

Fantastic chapter as always.

[identity profile] katherine-b.livejournal.com 2009-05-27 12:22 pm (UTC)(link)
No, sadly they're not. Glad you enjoyed it though!

[identity profile] cnd83.livejournal.com 2009-05-27 09:49 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, I'm so intrigued by 'John Smith' right now...He doesn't deny he knows the Doctor, he defends him and still he's very careful not saying too much...I know he has a plan, I just can't wait to see what it is!

Great chapter and great confrontation!Donna has a real temper!:D

[identity profile] katherine-b.livejournal.com 2009-05-27 12:23 pm (UTC)(link)
Well, he can't admit to being the Doctor, so saying that he knows him is as close as he can get. He's being incredibly careful right now!

And Donna definitely has a temper, as we've seen!

[identity profile] vickysg1.livejournal.com 2009-05-27 09:57 am (UTC)(link)
Donna Donna Donna... Listen to what John's trying to tell you! I love when Donna gets angry at the Doctor, but I hate it when she gets angry because of the Doctor... I don't know if that makes sense...

Now the Doctor needs to go and talk to her. Because they need it.

[identity profile] katherine-b.livejournal.com 2009-05-27 12:23 pm (UTC)(link)
I know, she really does need to, doesn't she? And yes, they absolutely have to talk soon...

[identity profile] nschick.livejournal.com 2009-05-27 09:59 am (UTC)(link)
This is intriguing the hell outta me, LOVE IT!!!! :D

[identity profile] katherine-b.livejournal.com 2009-05-27 12:24 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm very glad to hear it!

[identity profile] instantkarma808.livejournal.com 2009-05-27 09:11 pm (UTC)(link)
when she said said they were going to a science fiction movie i was thinking 'i bet they're watching star trek. im gonna pretend they're watching star trek.' and then they were watching star trek! awesome!!!

oh and great story by the way, i really love it!

[identity profile] katherine-b.livejournal.com 2009-05-27 10:03 pm (UTC)(link)
*lol* Well, what other recent, popular sci-fi film is there? *g*

[identity profile] cytherea999.livejournal.com 2009-05-29 12:58 am (UTC)(link)
*sigh*
I love snarky!Donna, but she's being so mean to John.
Poor John, *pets him*

She's write tho', the Doctor is a VPD...

*runs to next part*

[identity profile] katherine-b.livejournal.com 2009-05-29 02:33 am (UTC)(link)
I know she is, and it's awful for him!

But what's a VPD...?

[identity profile] axolotl-lan.livejournal.com 2009-06-02 04:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Angry Donna!~ <3 Oh Poor Doctor and Donna fight :snugs them both: It'll get better I think hope... will see *clicks the link*

[identity profile] katherine-b.livejournal.com 2009-06-02 09:44 pm (UTC)(link)
They definitely struggled during that argument and I think both need a hug.

[identity profile] tkel-paris.livejournal.com 2011-08-19 03:49 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah, that was coming. One could see it coming miles away. And it kinda had to happen... for anything to really move forward without distrust and seeming-to-have secrets...

[identity profile] katherine-b.livejournal.com 2011-08-20 06:17 am (UTC)(link)
It was certainly a difficult scene to write, but yes, you have to have big moments of conflict.